Will i  be able to speak my mind,

be courageous enough to gather truth

seeing into your eyes?

Will i be able to convey emotions that I

hold infused in my breath after

seeing that forced smile?

Will i break the silence  of my ache,

hearing the words I've longed for?

The time flaps, moments are lost, it feels, travelling back is painful.

I hope the day I pour myself onto paper, words my lips withheld will be the answer.

You always, will live in thoughts, 

of me, drifting on clouds of nothingness, in an attempt to stay alive!!!

15/08/2025